Helping My Landlord Come Out Ch. 05

A continuing story of a developing relationship.
Thankfully, my parents visit was a short one. Dad wanted to head west into 'Burns' country and as usual, my mum went along with his wishes. It felt good to have freedom again, freedom to suck and fuck with Ricky, who I now referred to as my partner.
We were now a year into our relationship and that buzz was still there. Each time we made love it felt like the first time but there was one thing I felt was missing. Ricky had never took cock anally himself and I so wanted to be the one he took it from.
There had been one occasion that caused us a problem.
It was me admitting to fucking James at the surgery. I had hoped it would maybe open the way for Ricky to volunteer his arse for use.
Instead, he took a massive huff, which I should have anticipated.
We were lying naked in his bed when I told him. He immediately got up and went to the bathroom, came back and started to dress.
"Ricky, come back to bed. We can talk this through." I tried to calm him.
"Ryan, you need to get dressed, you're going home tonight."
"What? Ricky are you mad?"
"No, Ryan, quite sane. I need to be alone tonight. Now get dressed, I'll drive you home.
That journey back to my flat was made in an uncomfortable silence. Ricky didn't even have the radio on. I tried to give him a kiss on the cheek when we arrived but he pulled away.
"Just go Ryan." He ordered.
I felt terrible, ashamed. As I got out, I said the words "I'm sorry."
Ricky did reply but with a cutting comment.
"For what? Your mouth getting you in trouble again?"
I barely slept that night. Lucky it was a Friday and there were no classes the next day.
I heard the bar being unlocked below and heard voices. It was Ricky with the cleaner. He sounded fine with her but I didn't know if it was too early for me to approach him. I had tried phoning him but he just ignored me.

I went out decided to get drunk. I headed for a favourite gay bar up town and settled at the bar drinking J D