Rachel's Research - 3 - Emily , James - Pt 2

In my dual roles as academic researcher and erotic author, I had been contacted by, talked to and on occasions like today actually met with a surprisingly large number of people involved in incestuous relationships.Add to this the rather sparse research already available on the subject, and my own personal history, and you had in me, a willing and eager student.I had quickly learned that are at least as many types of consanguineous relationships as there are traditional ones. In fact, there are probably a great deal more. As in all relationships, an imbalance of power means the risk of abuse is always there, but the overwhelming majority of those who contacted me had entered into the relationship freely.This might be self-selection of course; those in abusive relationships might be less likely to make contact.Apart from relations between cousins - which in the UK are not considered incestuous legally ? by far the most common are those between siblings. These are often intense, short-lived, highly physical in nature and, unless coercion, abuse or pregnancy is involved, do not seem to prevent the participants from having normal sexual relationships with others afterwards.Interestingly, brother-sister sex frequently continues in secret even after one or both partners have married. To the participants, it often does not feel like cheating on their wives or husbands at all.Father-daughter relationships are the second most common. Again, many of these are short-lived and primarily physical but, like that between Emily and James, a proportion develop into long-term life partnerships that are almost indistinguishable from marriage.Of those, a surprising number result in the birth of incestuously-conceived children or, if the couple is very wary of the risk of birth defects, donor-conceived.Sadly, many of these ?marriages? between fathers and daughters eventually end in separation.Mother-son relationships are much rarer but by no means unknown, frequently considered the ultimate taboo even by incestuous standards. Often arising after the death of the mother?s partner or the break-up of her marriage, these relationships appear most likely to be accompanied by feelings of shame but despite, can be very long-lasting on a quiet, less physically demanding level.For a woman Magosa Escort with my history, it was hard to maintain any form of academic objectivity. Sympathy, pity and in many cases, envy tended to interfere with my researcher and writer?s perspectives, especially when a particular kind of consanguineous relationship was involved.Fortunately for the sake of my research, James and Emily?s was not the kind of relationship I found most problematic. Indeed, I was having serious misgivings about the relative balance of power between them. Appearances can be deceptive but Emily had the air of someone vulnerable and naïve, who might have been unduly influenced by her experienced father?s seductive powers.I began to wonder whether she really had entered into their sexual partnership as freely as she claimed.***?Sorry about the wait!?Emily?s voice brought me out of my reverie. I turned in the direction from which it had come and did a double-take in surprise. The woman walking across the room towards me was almost unrecognisable as the dowdy, mousy-haired girl that had so recently left.Gone were the faded leggings; gone was the shapeless T-shirt. Instead, Emily wore a white summer dress embroidered with flowers as if she was a young girl just stepping out of a cornflake advert. But Emily was not a young girl anymore as the dress? close-fitting cut and extremely short length made only too clear - to say nothing of the way it displayed her baby bump so prominently.Her unpainted, previously child-like face was now adorned with make-up; sophisticated and subtly applied, bringing her mischievous eyes and full lips to life. The long hair that had been so severely pulled back had been released from its captivity, allowed to fall over her shoulders and brushed until it shone.The final part of the transformation came from the mid-height white heels she wore; not at all tarty, but clearly designed to transform her posture, raise her breasts and throw out her rounded buttocks in a manner no man could possibly fail to notice.In a matter of minutes, my new friend had changed from a sweet, naïve, vulnerable girl into a forceful, aware and highly sexualised young woman. If I had previously seen her as an innocent being exploited by a manipulative Kıbrıs Escort older man, that idea was immediately and unceremoniously dumped.Even the way she moved conveyed sex and availability. And the bump in her belly conveyed experience too. Despite his own history with women, James would have had little chance against this attractive, sexy, determined young girl.?How do I look?? she asked anxiously.?You look fantastic,? I told her truthfully. ?I hardly recognise you.??Got to look my best when Dad comes home,? she smiled, turning from left to right in front of a head-height mirror behind the door.?Does he insist you dress like this for him???Dad? Christ no! Now I?m pregnant he?s so besotted I could wear a sack and he?d still adore me.?She turned towards me, apparently satisfied with her appearance.?Was the baby planned?? I asked.Emily gave me a strange look.?Everything I say is confidential, right???Of course.??Even from Dad?? she insisted.?If that?s what you want,? I assured her.She thought for a moment as if making up her mind then took a deep breath.?Well, the truth is, the baby wasn?t an accident, but Dad doesn?t know that. He thinks something went wrong with my birth-control pills. The truth is I came off them on purpose. I wanted to have his baby. I got pregnant deliberately.??Had you already talked about it?? I asked, genuinely shocked.There was a short pause while Emily thought again.?Ye...ess,? she hesitated.?But he didn?t want a child?? I ventured.?It?s not like that,? Emily continued. ?Dad doesn?t really understand how strongly I feel about him. I don?t think he realises the depth of what?s happening between us. He feels guilty even after all these years and not just about the sex; he thinks he?s ruining my life. He thinks I should find someone more my own age, fall in love with him and leave Dad on his own. He?s told me as much.??Isn?t that just a clever way of putting pressure on you to stay???Not at all! He really thinks that?s what I should do. He didn?t want me to get pregnant in case it stopped me having a normal life in the future.?She turned towards me, her eyes fixing on mine.?But I don?t want a normal life! I want to be here, with him, doing? all this!?She waved her arm around the room.?If Lefkoşa Escort I could marry him, I would in a split-second. Doesn?t every woman want to have the child of the man she loves??I knew the truth of that only too well but said nothing.?How does he feel now the decision has been made and you really are going to have his baby?? I asked instead.?Deep down he?s pleased as Punch. He?s over the moon at the idea of being a Dad again, but most of the time he can only see the problems.? She paused. ?And there?s no shortage of those.??Tell me.??Well to start with, I had to lie to the Doctors and midwives. They want to know who the father is in case I claim benefits and they can slap a child support order on him. I told them I had a fling on holiday, got knocked up and don?t know the father?s real name or even the country he came from.??Did they believe you??She snorted.?It seems to be very common,? Emily replied. ?They gave me a look that seemed to say ?okay, we?re got ourselves another slut here? but then they just got on with the job.??What else is he worried about???Birth defects, obviously,? she replied. ?But all the tests show she?s perfectly normal. Now he?s worried about what we?ll do when she?s born. What will we say when she?s old enough to ask difficult questions? Can we keep on sleeping together and pretend we?re normal parents? Neither of us likes the idea of having separate bedrooms for eighteen years!?She smiled but I could tell she was serious.?He?s got a point,? I said. ?What are your plans now???Well, we think we?ll??There was the sound of a door opening. Emily span round excitedly. Even after seven years, her father?s arrival could make her as eager and anxious as a teen. The realisation brought a warm glow to my rather cynical heart.?It?s him! Excuse me...?Emily sprang to her feet and almost skipped out of the kitchen towards the hallway from where the sounds of a large door closing and heavy bags being placed on the floor were emanating.There was the drone of hushed voices then Emily returned, holding the hand of a tall, remarkably good-looking man who looked a lot younger than his passport would suggest. He wore a smart, tailored grey suit, white shirt and brightly coloured tie, and carried a briefcase. There were flecks of grey in his short, dark hair and from his build and posture he clearly spent a great deal of time exercising.I stood up to meet him. He shook my hand confidently but suspiciously. I could feel his sheer physical attractiveness despite being both married and in the presence of his daughter and lover.