Ida and Jon Chapter 2

Ida closed her eyes and held her husband tightly to her body as they danced to a slow though swinging tune best renowned for its release by Neil Diamond. Her mind was focused on the feelings that had coursed through her body a few minutes earlier as she had danced to a similar love song with Josh. She felt the remnants of her juices that had flowed from her feeling his warmth and his erect penis pushing into her stomach. Just knowing how her body had reacted was enough for Ida to feel extraordinary. She wondered why Josh could make her body feel like this when her husband, Jon no longer did the same for her. She admired her husband and knew that deep down she loved him like no other person she had ever met and yet it was Josh who made her so sexually excited that she had flooded down below. ?Why,? she asked herself, ?why, not Jon?? She felt Jon tighten his hold on her body as they moved in perfect tune to the music and it sent a shudder through her body. Jon, of course, felt the shudder and he smiled. Memories of their younger days when they had first fallen in love coursed through his brain. He wished he could recover those early days when nothing mattered to him but Ida and nothing mattered to her but him. But he recognised that those times were long gone. He wondered how they had lost that spark, that desire where nothing had mattered but lying together in each other?s arms after a night out. But he accepted that those days had passed. He hated the thought but for a while now he was aware that something was missing. It wasn?t love for her that had gone. Neither was it her love for him. They regularly reaffirmed their love for each other but when they lay together it seemed no different than eating their toast at breakfast or sitting together in their car heading to the shopping centre. They liked being together but whatever it was, it had gone. How could they get it back or could they ever get it back? The Rus Escort İzmir only thing that had gone anywhere near regaining that spark was when he had occasionally caught Ida looking at a handsome man, sometimes not so handsome. It didn?t happen very often but when it did his penis sprung to attention and the feelings of lust inside him approached those olden days. It made him wonder, ?Did she feel it too?? There was only one way to know and that was to convince her to flirt with other men. She appeared very reluctant and she even told him that he was weird but eventually she accepted his offer to do so. Now he knew. He was right it did the same for her as it did for him. He saw her excitement as Josh bought her back to their table to insist that she dance for a while with her husband. Then as he took her into his arms she held him tightly, tighter than she had for years. It was not the spark they once had but it was approaching it. He also detected that odour he had so often detected in their early days, the odour of her excitement that had been missing as they routinely make love on Wednesday and Saturday nights. He knew. He must let her go. He must let her go to Josh. He had to remove himself so that the woman that he loved could find that spark once more. Even if he couldn?t he knew that she could and isn?t that what is important if you love someone? You want to give them all that you can. ?You like him, don?t you,? he broke their silence by whispering into her ear. ?Yes, I?m sorry to say this but yes, I do like him. I enjoyed dancing with him.? ?I could tell.? ?You wanted me to dance with him,? she answered thinking she had to defend her admission in case it upset her husband, the man she loved. ?Yes, I liked watching you with him.? Ida pushed him back to look him in the eye. ?You liked watching me with another man,? she asked as if astonished. ?I want you to izmir otele gelen escort be happy. That is my only desire. That is all I want. That is what makes me happy, just to know you are enjoying yourself.? ?I am happy. I don?t need another man to be happy. I?m happy with you.? ?Yes, I know but,? he hesitated before continuing, ?but we are losing?., I don?t know?.., it?s not the same?., I just don?t know?, I can?t explain it but you need more than I can give you these days.? ?I love you, Jon.? ?I know that but you don?t get as excited as you once could, sexually excited, I mean.? ?I guess.? ?But you did with Josh, tonight.? ?I guess." she reconsidered. She knew she should be honest with him, "Yes, I did but I don?t wish to hurt you.? ?You didn?t hurt me. It excited me too. I got excited to see that you got excited.? ?What are you trying to say, Jon? Are you planning to leave me?? ?No, no way. I?ve never thought of that, not once. I will never leave you. I just want you to be happy.? ?I am happy.? ?Yes, I know you are happy but not sexually happy.? ?Jon?. I?m sorry. I can?t change my body and how it reacts. It has a mind of its own.? She once more felt she had to defend herself from the feeling of guilt inside her. ?I know and that is why I?m going to catch a cab home and leave you to enjoy the rest of your night with Josh.? ?I don?t think that is a good idea. I don?t know where that could lead. You shouldn?t do this, Jon.? ?Answer me honestly, Ida. Are you saying that you wouldn?t enjoy spending a few hours alone with Josh?? ?Honestly. Oh, Jon, honestly, I can?t answer that without hurting you.? ?That?s why I must go. I have to leave you with him otherwise you will be focusing on me and missing out on what he has to offer.? ?Do you understand where this could lead without you there to keep a lid on it, Jon?? ?Yes, I understand exactly where it will lead Buca escort bayan and I want you to have that opportunity.? ?Oh, God, I don?t know! You?re starting to frighten me.? ?Yes, you do know. You need to let yourself go, Ida. Enjoy yourself but promise me that you will come home to me immediately afterwards.? ?What do you mean by immediately afterwards?? ?After you make love to him I want to hold you exactly the way he leaves you.? ?I don?t understand what you mean. Do you mean, unclean?? ?I want to hold you the exact way he leaves you. Can you do that for me?? ?Yes, if that is what you want.? ?I?ll leave now. You go back to him.? ?I love you, Jon.? ?I love you too, honey. Remember, this is for me as much as it is for you.? ?I?ll remember that. I hope you remember that you wanted this to happen.? Jon didn?t answer. Instead, he smiled and walked away towards the back door of the club. He passed the smokers in the lane and walked towards the cab parked by the kerb. Then he had second thoughts so he turned back towards the club. He joined the line and then showed the bouncer his tag to enter the club. He looked across to the table where his wife was leaning forward to talk to her escort, Josh. They were deep in conversation. Jon ordered a drink as he watched from a distance. After a few minutes, he saw his wife stand. She picked up her purse as if to leave but as she turned to walk away Josh took her by the wrist and turned her around. He took her into his arms and they kissed. Initially, Ida had turned her head away from him to avoid his kiss but then Jon saw Josh say something to her which made her turn her face back toward him. She then surrendered to him. Jon felt at that moment as if someone had stabbed him in his heart. He lost his breath for a moment then thought, ?What the fuck have I done?? They kissed a second time as Jon was recovering before Josh said something more to her. Jon knew that smile. Josh had won her with whatever he had said to her. Josh pointed towards the door and Jon watched as they both left the club together. He followed well behind and saw them kiss again before getting into his car to drive off in a direction away from Jon?s home. He knew they had gone to a different club or Josh?s home.