We were at Young Life camp when the youth pastor caught us. Mindy and I had been flirting for weeks. We were the ones who snuck off to the woods to smoke when the others were off doing their little brainwash activities. She was really developed. Every chance she got she was leaning into me, brushing her tits against me. Finally on one of our excursions, having lit our Camels, I got up the nerve and kissed her. She kissed back like she had been waiting for it. Unfortunately, we had scarcely begun before we were discovered and dragged back by the ears for a scolding and a call home to our parents.We had The Talk that night, a version of it at least. I told them the truth, that boys don?t do it for me. Predictably they didn?t want to hear it. In my mind?s eye, I can still see their indignant, cold faces and hear their ironclad theories regarding the Bigot on his silver cloud, stroking his silver beard, as he frets over the sex lives of his diorama of human ants.Soon it was goodbye to the parental home and off to Camp Temperance. I was furious of course at being sent off for ?conversion?. I had done my best to humor my parents heretofore but no longer. My own budding inner nature, the essence of myself, was under attack, I now realized. I saw it as a delicate flame and I was determined
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