Sucking Cocks Again in My Sixties

My name is Ted, and by most measures, I have had a good life with Janice, my wife of over fifty years, and at the age of sixty-seven, I?m enjoying my retirement in the suburbs of Detroit, Michigan. I worked on an auto plant assembly line for most of my working life and am financially secure with social security and a pension income.Janice is two years younger than me and had long since lost interest in having sex of any kind. Her sexual decline began when she went through menopause fourteen years ago, and I have been regularly pleasuring myself ever since. I first used porn magazines and books from adult bookstores for whacking material and have been able to get myself aroused by a wide variety of sexual topics.I bought my first computer about five years ago and struggled to learn how to use it, but finally learned to use it for my personal recordkeeping as well as surfing the internet for porn. The main events in this story began three years ago, after I started using my computer to not only read porn stories on the web, but also to contact other men for sex. It might be helpful if I provide a brief description of how I came to be a cock sucker. Experiences Affecting My Renewed Hunger for Cocks and CumI?ve mostly considered myself to be a normal, alpha male, except for some bisexual experiences in high school. We were in our senior year when two of my best friends and I experimented with sucking each other?s cocks, when we were drunk one night after having a long dry spell with girls. And after doing that a few times, a change came over them and me. My friends have thick, uncircumcised, seven-inch cocks, if I?m remembering them accurately, and my dick is circumcised and barely over four inches long on hard. And although we were equals in every other respect, my friends soon realized that they didn?t enjoy sucking cocks as much as I did, and I started to recognize that I enjoyed being submissive to them, at least sexually, and sucking them without them reciprocating. There was something else that encouraged my part of the change in our relationship. I learned that I was very aroused and ejaculated much too quickly from the excitement of sucking them, and then lost interest, which is something I now call the ?post-orgasm blues?. I think that?s a natural reaction from our biological past that seems to affect sexually submissive men more than the true alpha males. It got to the point where I didn?t want them to suck my dick, because I?d cum quickly and lose interest, and not be able to finish them to eat their tasty, thick, teen cum. That was more than fine with them, and that?s how I became a hungry, submissive cock sucker, servicing my friends? cocks and balls anytime they desired. I sucked them off regularly, probably averaging three times a week each, for the remainder of our senior year and the following summer. Then they went away to college, while I went to work for a parts supplier before I got my job at the auto plant. I hadn?t experienced sucking a cock for decades, until the events in these stories. After Janice went through menopause and lost her desire to have sex, it would be logical to think that a man might try cheating with other women or finding a cock sucker to take care of his cock. I found the idea of cheating on her with another woman repulsive and out of the question, and because of my experiences in high school, I naturally evolved to reading mostly bisexual cock sucking stories.I think it?s important for me to explain the distinction I make between being gay and bisexual. My view, right or wrong, of being gay means that a man develops an emotional, maybe even loving attachment to another man. They sometimes have feminine affectations, hug, kiss, have anal sex, and do other things of a more romantic nature, and they also may have a revulsion to female genitalia. Bisexual men, in the way I define it for myself, just want to have sex for the sake of sex, with either females or males, and don?t develop any romantic attachments to men. I know that some might think that is shallow and callous, but that is the way I see it for myself. I just like everything about a man?s genitals, his bodily fluids, and even oral sex with his ass, as I found out when I got started later in life.It's not my intention to demean anyone for their sexual preferences, since there are an infinite variety of inclinations, for both men and women, between being purely straight or homosexual, and I realize that some people won?t like my perspective on it. It?s just about each of us doing what is enjoyable and safe for us. Getting Started in Later Life I became interested in hooking up with men again when I was sixty-four years old and looking at the postings in the Craigslist personals section was an educational experience. I found https://escortium.org out that there are some men like me, who just want to suck without being sucked, even fewer men who are truly alpha males and just want to be sucked without reciprocating, but there is a much larger percentage of men who like to suck and be sucked, to one extent or another.There were also many more gay-like men on there, most of them younger who didn?t want older men anyway, who talked in terms of kissing, hugging, sucking man-tits, and romance, and some even wanted to participate in bareback anal and other dangerous activities. I soon came to realize that I needed to set some rules and guidelines to keep myself safe.It's hard for married men to find a place and time to meet, but I decided that I would only meet with other married men, preferably at least forty years old, with no upper age limit, since they have as much to lose as I do, in terms of catching diseases or having our indiscretions exposed. I was willing to have fewer opportunities, for the sake of safety. I learned that I had to look through hundreds of Craigslist postings to find one that even somewhat closely met my guidelines, and even when I found one who was able to host and not too far away, I was afraid to pull the trigger to contact them. It?s scary and embarrassing to meet a stranger knowing that you?re there to suck his cock and swallow his cum. By the time I built the courage to contact another man for sex, Craigslist stopped allowing those types of sexually related personal postings, and it wasn?t until the summer of 2018 that I discovered a relatively new site, named ?Doublelist?, that has a similar format to the old Craigslist Personals. Doublelist doesn?t allow as much in the way of explicit photos and they?re restrictive about some content, but it?s a good replacement that allows anonymity until you decide to contact someone with your personal email. It was just as hard to find people who met my guidelines on the new site, but at least it was an opportunity. I liked to correspond with a man for a while, before considering meeting him, to make sure that he was who he said he was, and that he was agreeable to my limitations. I got close a couple of times with men who could host, and then found out that they insisted on sucking my cock, kissing, or other activities I didn?t want. I Get My Chance to HostMy wife and I hadn?t been apart for more than two or three days at a time since we were married, but that changed when she travelled to visit her elderly mother in New Jersey for two weeks. I first worked on cleaning out our spare bedroom that we used mostly for storage. This might sound strange, but I was okay with bringing a stranger into my home to suck his cock, but I didn?t feel good about bringing him into my marriage bed. I made a post on Doublelist stating that I could host. I wanted someone who was married, over forty, just wanted to be sucked with no reciprocation, not that active with other men, drug/disease free, safe/sane, and a non-smoker. I also asked for photos of their cock and balls, although I wasn?t about to turn down any size or color cock, so long as it could squirt the tasty cum I loved eating so much in high school. It took a little while for the post to be put up on the site, and longer to get any responses, and then I was surprised when eight responses came in. There were at least a few men who seemed to be looking for saner hookups than some of the more aggressive posts touted. But you never know for sure what you?re going to get because married men almost never include face photos, to protect their anonymity, and it?s always a surprise when you meet someone you?ve been chatting with. They usually look different, both face and body, then what you imagined. I responded to all of them right away, and it became confusing keeping my conversations straight. But it was important for me to learn a lot about them for my own safety, before inviting a stranger into my home and taking his cock and cum into my mouth. I was leery about putting my address out on the web, so I decided to give the men the address of a convenience store about a mile and a half from my home, so they could map the address, we could meet there, and then they could follow me home.It was somewhat surprising that those men were willing to meet with someone like me in my sixties, but that might have even made them feel safer to meet with a less aggressive, older man. I assumed that the men would be using fake names, but for purposes of relating these stories, and to protect everyone?s anonymity, I am making up their names. First Cock in Over Forty YearsJeff is the first man I sucked in over forty years, and in chatting with him by email and seeing the photos he sent, I knew that he?s a big man, at six feet and three inches tall, and weighed what I guessed was over two hundred and fifty pounds and looked to be in his mid-forties. He said that his cock was six inches long, but it didn?t look that big in his photos, although it was hard to tell from the pictures. I found that it wasn?t unusual for men to embellish the size of their cocks. I was nervous and embarrassed meeting him at the convenience store, and on the drive back to my home, wondering if I had made a mistake inviting a man to my home for sex. We didn?t talk until we got into the bedroom, and he seemed like a nice guy, who reaffirmed that he just needed a little relief.He wanted me to start out on my knees rubbing his crotch, with him standing up, before taking my time to unbuckle, unfasten, and unzip his pants. After dropping his pants, I was rubbing his cock lump in his tight-whitey underwear, as a wet, precum stain began showing on the fabric. Jeff liked the idea of me showing my submissiveness to him, and he said, ?Come on, Ted, you fucking cock sucker, rub your face on my cock and take in my aroma, before sucking my meat and swallowing my cum.? I did as he said for a few minutes, before pulling down his underwear, and then helping him take off his shoes so he could completely take off his pants and underwear. His cock was half hard and thick, but not nearly six inches long, and I took it into my mouth and sucked it as he moaned, ?Fuck yeah, boy, suck my cock.? Then he moved onto the bed on his side, giving me enough room to join him, and I turned around before moving in front of him on my side, in a kind of sixty-nine position with my lower body angled away from him, since he wasn?t going to be sucking my dick. I reached over and held his bare ass, which was big but not too flabby, as I took his cock into my mouth again and began sucking and moving back and forth on his meat. I was overwhelmed with lust having a cock in my mouth again after so many years and held onto his ass more tightly as I pulled him partially on top of me, and he began fucking my mouth. I remembered from high school how I liked that feeling of being held down and smothered when I was sucking a cock, and he seemed to like having me under his control that way.His cock was maybe five inches long on hard, long enough to reach the back of my mouth, and I loved being fucked that way. He was probably expecting only a simple blowjob, but the intensity with which I was sucking him and holding him on top of me got him extremely excited, and his cock was soon throbbing and ejaculating into my mouth.I swallowed and kept sucking as he moaned, ?Oh shit, fuck, man, you?re sucking every drop of cum out of me. I?ve never felt anything so good, and my wife damn sure doesn?t suck me and swallow like this.? After sucking his spent cock for a few more minutes, I moved down to suck his big balls. And although I like sucking low-hanging balls, his tight sack was still fun to suck after so long without doing it. He finally rolled off me, and said, ?Wow, Ted, I didn?t really expect that a man your age would be such an aggressive cock sucker, but you drained my cock and were hungrily sucking for more. I?d like to meet with you again.?When he left, I was feeling guilty about what I had done, but after going back to review the emails I had gotten from other men, I was soon hungry for more. My First Darker Cock The next man I followed up with is Ravi, and I wasn?t sure if he were Indian, Southern Asian, or maybe a Middle Eastern man, and I wasn?t sure if we would ever meet. He became belligerent about the idea of meeting at the convenience store and then following me home, and even tried to belittle me and shame me to get his way, saying, ?You must be some kind of backward, old asshole, if you can?t just give me your address.? We went back and forth a few times before I ended it. I?ve always believed that there?s no reason to be argumentative with someone if you don?t need to, and I especially didn?t want conflict with someone over sucking his cock. So, I bowed out as gracefully as I could, saying, ?I?m sorry if my way of handling this is upsetting to you, Ravi, and I?m sure that you can find another cock sucker to take care of you. Good luck and be safe.?I went back to reviewing some of the other email responses I had gotten, and about two hours later, I got another email from Ravi. It was like he hadn?t heard a word I said, when he said, ?Go ahead and give me your address, and I?ll be over there in thirty minutes.?It was hard to believe he could be that dense or disrespectful of my conditions, and I said, ?Here we go again. As I said before, I?d be happy to suck your cock if you?ll meet me at that convenience store.? I waited another minute, and he replied, as if there had been no controversy about the meeting place, ?I?ll see you there in thirty minutes.? We finally met, and when we got home, I saw that he appeared to be an Indian, with a dark olive complexion, and maybe in his early forties. Ravi is slightly built, at maybe five feet and eight inches tall, and I guessed weighing only one hundred and forty pounds. He seemed to be as nervous as I was but didn?t say a thing about our disagreement, and took off his clothes before curtly saying, ?Okay, man, you can suck my cock now.? It seemed like he was treating me with disdain for being a cock sucker and liked the idea that he was the dominant man, as he sat on the edge of the bed before laying back. I got on my knees between his legs, and lifted them over my shoulders, as I focused on his dark cock that is of average thickness and about four inches long on soft. I was excited to be sucking a dark cock for the first time and took his meat into my mouth. His cock quickly hardened to six inches long, and I put my hands under his skinny, bare ass to pull him into my mouth. It was a strange sensation sucking a skinny man like that, and we soon got into a rhythm where I had him bouncing on the bed as I pulled him into my mouth and sucked hard as his cock moved back and forth in my mouth. The sounds of my sucking and slurping filled the room, and he was so aroused. He reached down to hold my head as he moaned, ?Oh fuck, old man, I?ve never had anyone suck my cock like this, and I can tell that you love my dark meat. Suck it, man, suck it. I love having white cock suckers worshiping my cock and feeding from me.? His disdain and dominant attitude were playing right into my desire to be submissive to him, and I continued sucking him that way until his cock began to throb and flex in my mouth, and he shot spray after spray of his thick, slightly bitter cum into my mouth. I kept sucking for more of his juices as he said, ?That?s it, cock sucker, drain my cock and eat my cum. I kept sucking his soft cock for another five minutes or so, before sucking his balls. They weren?t as big as Jeff?s balls, but I sucked them for the longest time, before he released his legs and pushed me back, saying, ?You did a good job, cock sucker, and I?ll be back for more.? John Adds a New TwistIt was amazing that I had already sucked two cocks on the first day I was alone with my wife travelling, and I reviewed the emails again, and found John, who wanted to meet with me the next day. John said he was fifty years old and touted himself as being an alpha-male type. His photos revealed that he was a workout fanatic, and at six feet and two inches tall, he was muscular to the point of looking muscle-bound. His hard cock looked to be thick and over six inches long, the biggest since I began sucking cocks again, and his big balls hung down and looked so tasty. He took pleasure in having me undress him, and I instinctively knew to praise his body, which gave him so much pride. I?m six feet tall and weigh about one hundred and eighty-five pounds and felt small next to him when we got onto the bed. I like that modified sixty-nine position like I used with Jeff, since it?s more comfortable on my back and neck that way, and we got settled on our sides, with my lower torso angled away from his face.I began sucking his big, uncircumcised cock, and it was amazing holding onto his muscular ass, as compared to Jeff?s softer ass, as I was slurping on his thick cock and enjoying the feeling and taste of his foreskin in my mouth. The he began to not only roll over on me to fuck my face, but he also shifted his upper body over and began rubbing his face on and mouthing my dick over my athletic shorts. We had discussed by email and he agreed that I would be the only one sucking cock, but when I realized what he was doing, I pushed him back a little which pulled his cock out of my mouth, and said, ?We only talked about me sucking you, John, but if you?re going to suck my dick, at least wait until you?re close to cumming before you get me off.? I went back to sucking his cock as he rolled fully on top of me, fucking my mouth. He pushed down my shorts and took my dick into his mouth and sucked it on and off for the next five minutes. When I could tell from his shortening strokes that he was getting close to ejaculation, he began sucking my dick more aggressively, and just about the time his cock throbbed and flooded my mouth with cum, I had the biggest ejaculation in years in his mouth. He swallowed my cum as I swallowed his, and I was fighting to retain my arousal and interest in sucking him, as I began to feel the ?blues? setting in. He stayed on me and pulled back a little to pull his cock out of my mouth, before pressing his balls into my mouth and face. He wasn?t aware of my waning arousal, and wouldn?t have cared anyway, as I forced myself to feast on his big balls and hairy scrotum.