Terry's bored.

?I?m going out tonight.??Oh, with who???No one.??So, you?re going out alone???Yes.??Where are you going???I don?t know.??Ok, you?re going out alone but don?t know where you?re going. When will you be back???I don?t know.??Will you be coming back late???I?m not sure.??Will you call me if you?re going to be late???I?ll be late.??How late???Don?t wait up.??Alright. Enough with the Q and A. What?s going on. You have a date???No? not yet.??Enough. Please just tell me what?s wrong.??I?m feeling old, Chuck. We hardly do anything anymore. My diabetes is starting to get to me, and before it gets too far, I want to enjoy what you gave to me.??Ah, what is it that I gave to you???Sex. The love for and the need for? sex.??So, you?re going out to get laid???Basically, yes. No, not Bostancı Escort basically, to get laid.??So I?ve let you down???Please don?t start with a pity party. You know I love you and always will. This is not about love. For Christ's sake, you taught me that I can have sex with a person without being in love with them.??You?re right. I did teach, ah, bring it out of you, but if you wanted more sex, I can handle that.??Please don?t take this wrong, but? boring! You also taught me that variety is the spice of life.??I seem to have taught you a lot, huh???Taught me a lot? No, you were right when you said brought it out. Do you remember the first night you came to my apartment for dinner? You were a perfect gentleman all night and I said Bostancı Escort Bayan to myself, this is the one. And remember when you were leaving and you went to kiss me for the first time? I pulled you onto the couch. Opened your pants, took out your cock, sucked you off, and swallowed your cum. Then you got up and left. I did that because I thought that?s what a man wants in a woman. I cried all night and the next night and the next night because you didn?t call me.??I was out of town. How was I to know.??You're right. Maybe I was expecting too much, but after that, you owned me when it came to sex. You taught me to love it for its physical pleasure.??I only brought out In you what was always there. You just needed to do it one Escort Bostancı time to find out how sexual you were.??Yep, and you did a great job. Don?t get me wrong. we had a lot of great times with sex. The people we met and even the ones we already knew. But the thing is? I love it, and still, need it, and I want as much of it as I can get before it?s too late. Let?s face it. My sugar is going to kill me. it?s just a matter of when. God-damn-it, I want to go out swinging. Well not like? you know, oh fuck. Yes, I want to go out with a smile on my face right after I?ve had the biggest orgasm of my life, and it may not be with you!??Wow. I think I?ve created a monster.??Yes, you have, and I love you for it. but now you have to feed the monster. Not put it on a diet, for Christ?s sake!??So what exactly are you going to do???I?m going out like I did when you wanted to see me fuck another man. Hopefully, I?m not old enough that I can?t attract a younger man. I?m gaining weight and there is no way to stop it at my age, so I better make hay while the sun shines.?